Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Ill be taking my time to write a very long entry today. So please bear with me. Trying to imagine that I am catching up with someone right now. Well, not many people know about this blog of mine. Its not meant to be known anyway. Those who reads my entries would be merely reading my thoughts.
In the middle of last year, many things happen in my life.. I dont regret things that happen to me. I would learn from them but then again sometimes I am afraid to give it another chance because afraid bad things might happen again. you see? gosh. Im going around in circles. hmm, Ive actually secured a job for myself by the end of the year,got my bonus and going to upgrade my qualifications this year. And I broke up with my ex bf during end september last year I think?
Before the break up, I had a colleague who had shown me his profound interest. Who said he was happy as long as I am happy. who just showed unconditional love and care. I denied him. denied. denied. why? obviously, because I still loved someone else. because of race.
After my ex and I decided to go our separate ways,I still could not bring myself to accept him. because of race. because of commitments. Till I finally fell deeper.hmm.. too personal already.
Okay, anyway, yeah Ihad finally fallen in love and now we are together. but rough road ahead because of the differences.. but well.. going with the flow and seeing where live is taking us.
Alright.. whoah.. too much information..
okay..zipping up now.. (:
♥ posted on 5:53 AM
