Saturday, February 21, 2009
Flashes of memories from the past haunts me every now and then.. But then again I am thankful with what I have now. The people who expresses their love and care right now is truely magnanimous.
If my secondary school friends are reading my blog now, I am very sure all of you knew how hated I was last time. From the misunderstandings, to the "
prasaan jambu"(means act pretty), to the accusations, to the letters from enemies calling me
"prostitute,whore,bitch". to the loner
("dont be friends with her") days.. Those were the most horrible days of my life. God was testing and challenging my patience and my strength.
When I thought back, I never would have change one bit about my past. What happened in the past made me realise that what I have now was a reward for what I went through in the past. Cliche as it may seem.. Retribution never felt so real. In a good way. I always believe when you do something good, your reward would be ten times better. I never felt that I should take revenge or input any hatred. Everything happens for a reason. Misunderstandings, disputes,disagreements or conflict of interest. People change too.. for the better or worse.. Only God knows.
I am thankful for what I have now.Everyone never fails to show their love for me in their life. Although sometimes it may seem so hard.. It may seem not enough..I am still super blessed! ;)
oohh.just a passing thought..
im bugged by perfectionists man..These are people I dislike knowing about. yikes.
♥ posted on 9:37 PM
