I cant wait for this month to end. Life has been so bad.. So stressful,horrible, sad like never before. I have always liked the idea of staying happy no matter how bad the situation is. But everything this month seems to just crumble. Its like the whole world is on top of me and it's just too heavy for me to carry that i'm just flattened on the ground. Usually putting on a facade seems easy. Happy and smile no matter what im going thru. but now, I cant seem to hide it. Everything i feel i just openly express. All of my emotions, i just blatantly blurt it out. I cant seem to face this. I am stronger than this. But all of a sudden I feel like giving up. Giving up has consequences. See? I cant escape. I have to deal with it. How?
I need to be much stronger. I need support. I need direction. I need to take control.
