I felt like I have abandoned this space for too long! It feels good to be letting out your feelings here again. I'll make it a point to have more frequent updates. Well, reason being is because I have shifted house and I have been really busy for the past 2 weeks. My house is not done yet. I'll be on leave tmr specially because the air conditioner and the lights and ceiling fans are coming in. So a lot of work and cleaning to be done before and after the process.
My room is almost almost done. Just need to purchase a side table. I'm just doing it reallll slow. The theme of my room is pink black and white. My bed is black. And i'm cushly on my bed with my little bunny and my laptop right now. I dont know how long an entry I can type right now cause the truth is I have so many things on my mind. I feel like I can type the whole night and my entry wouldnt finish. nah just kidding.
Work has been great. Tiring ,yes, a lot of thinking, yes. But its okay.. Same old same old. However, I have the idea of leaving the company etched inside my head. I have been sending out resumes and all.. So its only a matter of time. Its not that I dont like them or whatsover..er..I have my reasons..
I have to admit the past few weeks I have been so down and out.. The world just crashed on me and etc.. but I feel stronger now.. way stronger. I felt till I couldnt feel anymore, I cried till I couldnt cry. Its not that I gave up but just let nature take its course.. Everything seems to be okay again and like they say, if you have fallen so deep the only way to go back is to pick yourself up.
I think I'll be kinda exhausted tmr. Having people arond my house fixing air cons and doing some electrical stuff. nooo privacy from morning till late afternoon. hmmph.
